
- food is good but thin is better - 

I don’t know if I wanna head over to my bro’s tomorrow. If I do, it means I get to workout and a possible sauna. But if I do, it means I’ll have to eat whatever shite they’re having. And if I don’t, I can probably do a fast since no one’s around to care whether I eat or not.
Was feeling rather good ‘bout myself. Then the mom indirectly imply that I’m fat. 0 self confidence left.
Right now I’m so afraid of eating I think I might just lose it once again…
Looking for recipes online is making me hungry as hell :S